Hey there! Welcome back to another “Ask Emma,” where I take on your most intimate relationship questions. Today’s question is a heavy one, but also incredibly relatable for anyone who’s explored open relationships or felt left behind in their own marriage.
A new supporter reached out with a story about his 20-year marriage that’s hit a sexual dead end. After opening up the relationship, his wife has shifted her focus to others, leaving their once-loving marriage feeling more like a roommate situation. Let’s get into his story, unpack what’s happening, and figure out some ways forward!
Mark's Story:
"I’ve been married for nearly 20 years, and my wife and I opened up our relationship a while ago. At first, the idea of playing separately and together sounded thrilling, especially for her. In fact I was the one that approached her with the idea! She was so excited by the attention from new men—it was a confidence boost, and I supported her. We wanted to play together and even talked about cuckold scenarios but over time, the 'together' part of our play faded, and our sex life dried up.
Now she focuses on other men, and our relationship feels more like roommates than partners. She told me she craves men who are bigger and can last longer—something I struggle with since I can only last about five minutes and I'd say I'm average sized. Meanwhile, I’ve found a girlfriend who fulfills the emotional and physical needs that I’ve been yearning for in my marriage. My wife seems checked out sexually, and while I still love her, I don’t know how to move forward. I want to feel desired again by her but don’t see a way back. Emma, what can I do?"
My Response:
Oh my gosh, my heart goes out to you. First off, thank you for sharing your story with me. This kind of emotional honesty isn’t easy, but it’s the first step in figuring out what’s next for you and your wife. What you're experiencing isn’t uncommon, especially in marriages that span decades, and it’s even more common in couples who open up their relationship. Let’s take a deep dive into what might be happening emotionally and sexually, and I’ll give you some advice that will hopefully help you find a way forward—whether that’s together or apart.…
