Lost in Life

I’m a submissive male lost in life.

Didn’t realize I’m submissive till later in life.

but always I was different.

Tried talking to my wife about Chastity and FLR. She laughed at me.

i was bored Horny and got a BJ from a stranger. Wife found out. Now I’m under surveillance.

I am wondering if this would be a good time to bring up Chasity and FLR again?