I'm 44 and married to a beautiful, amazing woman aged 42. We've always had a great relationship and have been very close. I am rather on the small side and have often spoken about it with her to which she always insisted it was great and she wasn't wanting for anything. A few years ago, I persisted and finally had her admitting that she was curious about experiencing bigger (she had only ever been with me). This opened up a whole new layer of sexual excitement for us. Playful teasing, amazing fantasy explorations, a new way of watching pornography, etc. It also led us down the path of alternative lifestyles. Swinging, cuckolding, hotwifing, candaulism and all that goes along with them. Obviously FLRs have also been discussed. The thing is, because of all the practical reasons for not going down those routes, we're not even sure what it is that would be the best fit (not to mention how we would go about pursuing it). At the very least, it is always great to find another site like this where we can be excited by all of the ideas, stories and experiences of all of you. We look forward to getting to absorb all there is here!