Hi Emma, my name is Colton. I've been following your blog for a good while now. Just about everything you post aligns with my thought process. I'm wondering if I could trouble you and ask for some advice from a woman's perspective. A couple of years ago I came clean and told my fiance about my interest in cuckolding. It took a lot for me to work up the courage. But she was receptive and listened then told me that she doesn't think she could have sex with someone that she doesn't have feelings for. That was okay for me because honestly I was just happy that she knew about it now and that there were no secrets. It felt like a huge weight off of my shoulders. Well time has gone by and we never really touched on it again. Now all the nerves and fear have had time to set in again. I guess I'm most nervous about trying to word it right. How do I tell her that I love and respect her more than ever but I also want to watch her fuck bigger guys? I just feel like I won't get out what I am really trying to say.