A couple of years ago, one of my wife’s long-time bulls started wanting more attention than she could give. My wife travels for work often and she told me how much her bull struggles when she is gone and asked that I help out. I wasn’t sure at first but she encouraged me and the idea of serving him really got to me. It wasn’t about attraction, but about submission. He’d come over, turn down the lights, watch their videos, talk about how much he enjoys her, and I’d take care of him usually in the dark. Afterward, he’d just quietly get dressed and leave. Over time he would sometimes call me names or degrading things as he left. Strangely enough, that dynamic made me feel even more connected to her and what we share.
It isn't about exploring gay or bi fantasies. I have no desire for men in general or really him but there’s something incredibly arousing about pleasing the man who pleases my wife, even when she’s not there. I know she is proud of me and happy when I text her after I am done with him. It’s not something I ever expected, but I crave the feeling of being useful, of being part of her pleasure. Have any other cucks or bulls have experienced something similar?
I too have been in a sitaution where I have 'helped' him out too. I had occasion where my (now ex) guided him into me and she held his balls as he came inside. As you say, it connected us all on a much deeper level and cemeneted my submissive position in things