Ask Emma: Why Do I Enjoy Submitting to My Wife’s Bull?

Hi Emma,

My wife has been dating her bull for about three months, and I’ve found myself in a submissive role with my wife's bull. It started during a night of drinking when he guided me to perform oral on him while we were all sitting together. At first, I hesitated, but my wife encouraged it, saying it would turn her on. I was intoxicated and decided to go along with it, especially when I saw how much she enjoyed it. As the night went on, I got more into it, focusing on pleasing him, which seemed to make her even happier.

Later that evening, he was intimate with my wife and then asked me to "clean up." This act was a fantasy of mine, and my wife seemed thrilled, making me realize it was likely a fantasy of hers as well. Although I felt a mix of embarrassment and excitement, I’ve since continued to participate in this dynamic. He now expects me to engage in these submissive acts regularly, and my wife is always delighted.

On one occasion, when my wife was out of town, he visited me alone. He asked for oral, climaxed in my mouth, and left after some dominant gestures and words. My wife watched via video call, clearly enjoying the situation. While I feel conflicted about this dynamic—both resenting and secretly loving my submissive role—I’ve noticed that I crave the validation and attention it brings. I’m struggling to understand why I enjoy something that simultaneously makes me feel vulnerable and conflicted.

-Anonymous cuck

Dear Anonymous Cuck,…