Being sterilised reinforced the idea of chastity and being a cuck. Once I was sterilised my girlffriend alluded regularly that I was not a real man anymore and even made remarks about other man that they were still real men. This made me jealous but aroused me also and she was awakening more and more cuckfeelings in me, clearly wanting to have more satisfying PIV-sex and feeling fulfilled. Sex hasn’t been the same for us since my vasectomy because she loves apparently the thrill of being filled while she’s fertile. In hindsight having been sterilised next to be not able to satisfy her sexually has reinforced that I am the betamale and also emphasizes my involvement towards her and her lover. It also started to feel natural that I was not her primary lover anymore what also gave me an even more greater kind of stressrelief that I not only did not have the responsibility anymore to satisfy her sexually but also having less responsability in a kind of biological way.
