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Friday, June 6, 2025

The Size of Desire – Part 1: It Feels Heavy

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It started like a hundred conversations before it—flirtatious banter across their kitchen island while sipping wine. But tonight, the teasing glances and the playful what-ifs finally had a destination. Jenna and Mark were going out with a purpose: to meet another couple at the bar they’d been texting with for weeks.

Their nerves were hidden behind polished smiles and the slight shakiness of their fingers when they touched each other’s hands. The couple they were meeting—Alyssa and James—were attractive, confident, and easygoing. The chemistry was instant. Not forced, not awkward. Just… aligned.

Jenna loved the way Alyssa held eye contact, how she laughed easily, how she touched James with an ease that came from years of good sex and deep understanding. And Mark was intrigued by James—tall, quiet but warm, and clearly a man who enjoyed watching things unfold just as much as taking part.

Two hours, four cocktails, and several “you two are adorable” compliments later, they found themselves in Alyssa and James’ loft—an open, tasteful space with sultry lighting and slow music humming in the background.

Mark offered to make drinks, giving himself a moment to regroup. He was riding that rush of nerves and arousal that comes with stepping into uncharted territory. Jenna looked radiant, energized. He loved seeing her this way—her laughter brighter, her skin flushed from the buzz and anticipation.

By the time he returned from the kitchen, everything had already changed.

Jenna was sitting on the couch beside James, and her hands were already exploring. She’d undone his jeans, and what she’d found inside had pulled a gasp from her lips—genuine, shocked, almost reverent.

“Oh my god,” she said, eyes wide, hands still wrapped around the thick, heavy shaft. “It’s so much bigger… It’s actually heavy.”

She said it with awe. Not cruelty. Not as a jab toward Mark. But the words hit his chest with an unexpected weight.

He froze just a moment, holding two glasses of whiskey like they could ground him.

Jenna looked over, still holding James in her hand, her eyes sparkling. “Baby, come here. You have to see this.”

Mark walked over slowly, unsure if he was walking into humiliation or euphoria. His heart raced in a strange rhythm—half-ache, half-lust. The sight of his wife, genuinely obsessed with another man’s cock, was setting something alight in him that he hadn’t fully prepared for.

“Can you… can you take yours out too?” she asked, completely unaware of the tidal wave of emotion that question brought with it.

There was no malice in her voice. No teasing. She sounded curious, excited, even a little innocent. Like she needed to see the difference, to wrap her head around what was happening between her hands. Her brain needed contrast to process what she was feeling.

He nodded. He couldn’t have said no if he tried.

Mark dropped his pants, and Jenna looked back and forth between the two cocks—James’ thick, veined, heavy thing, and Mark’s familiar, slender one.

“Wow,” she said softly. “Yours is so cute next to his… it’s just… so different.”

She wasn’t trying to be cruel. She was processing something raw and new, and doing it out loud like she always did. Mark knew that about her. But the comparison—especially with her wide-eyed wonder directed at another man—cut right through him.

And yet… he was hard.

That ache of inadequacy was mixing with a pulsing need. The contrast—the literal, physical contrast—was deeply erotic. Seeing her worship something so much bigger, seeing her marvel at it, it was turning him on in a way he couldn’t have predicted.

He felt small. But not just physically.

He felt displaced… and yet, oddly fulfilled.

He was giving her something he never could—without it being a failure. Without her love for him changing. It wasn’t a rejection. It was an expansion. She looked alive in a way he hadn’t seen in a long time.

And James’ wife, Alyssa, watched silently from the armchair, legs crossed, sipping her drink like she was witnessing an intimate art performance. She wasn’t surprised. In fact, she looked… intrigued. Like she’d seen this dynamic before. Maybe even lived it.

She raised her glass in a gentle toast to Jenna. “First time seeing something like that, huh?”

Jenna laughed, not taking her eyes off James’ cock. “It’s just… I’ve never held one this thick. It’s mesmerizing. It’s not even hard-hard yet, and it feels like a weight.”

Mark swallowed, the swirl in his gut deepening.

It hurt in that exquisite way—the way a muscle aches just before you surrender to a stretch. The kind of hurt that cracks something open. He wasn’t just watching his wife enjoy someone else. He was watching her awaken to something. And somehow… it thrilled him.

Jenna looked up at him, her eyes softening a little. “You okay, baby?”

He nodded slowly. “Yeah… I think so. This is just… a lot.”

She leaned in and kissed him, her hand still wrapped around James. “You’re still my man,” she whispered, kissing his cheek. “But this is new… and I love how turned on I am. It is so big, so masculine.”

Her honesty was a lifeline.

He didn’t need her to pretend she wasn’t fascinated. He didn’t want her to. It would’ve felt worse if she’d tried to dull her excitement to spare him. He didn’t want her to protect his ego—he wanted her to revel in her pleasure.

And that was the unexpected turn: her obsession didn’t diminish him. It defined something new. A shift in their dynamic. An awakening.

This wasn’t about humiliation.

It was about surrender.

It was about giving her space to feel everything. About watching her bloom under the attention of something new and overwhelming. And he was part of that bloom—not as the centerpiece, but as the soil it grew from.

Alyssa finally spoke again, her tone smooth and teasing. “You two are absolutely fascinating.”

James said nothing. His cock was thickening in Jenna’s palm, visibly reacting to her attention and her words. And he had a proud little smile that said this wasn’t his first time being admired like this.

Mark felt his breath catch.

He was watching his wife fall in love with a new experience—and somehow, it was making him fall in love with her all over again.

And maybe even… with the feeling of being less. In the space of being less perhaps he could give her more.


Continue to Part 2

Tora
Tora
I’m Tora, a Japanese-American trans woman who channels my journey and passions into writing erotic stories. Born in Tokyo and now living in Seattle, I blend the vibrant culture with eclectic energy of my new home. My writing explores themes of identity, desire, and empowerment, inviting readers into bold, sensual worlds full of authentic passion.

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