My name is John, though I go by rgjohn, and I’ve written a few erotic books and some content for Literotica. When Emma read my work, she suggested I write about loving, female-led relationships—a genre she’s passionate about. It’s been a while since I’ve written, but a fan recently reignited my interest by asking me to turn his detailed journal into a story. Initially skeptical, I found myself captivated by his account of a Female-Led Relationship (FLR), a concept I hadn’t explored before. With a mix of curiosity and research, I’ve decided to craft a multi-part story spanning many chapters. If you are just starting, you should begin your journey back at chapter 1.
Chapter 50: Epilogue
It has been several years now since our FLR journey began, and in reflection, it’s been an extraordinary adventure—one shaped by growth, challenges, and a wealth of joyful moments. The path has never been without its ups and downs, but every stride has been worth taking, and I would never trade the life Anna and I have built together. I feel profoundly grateful for my remarkable wife and the life we share: her brilliant career, our wonderful son, a daughter soon to join us, and the comforts of a home nestled in the quiet suburbs.
A few years ago, Anna rose to full partner and now stands as the CEO of her firm, leading a team of twenty attorneys. The pressures are constant, and I devote myself to making her homecoming as peaceful as I can. She still requires a release, and her favorite remains disciplining me—a mutual comfort we long ago embraced as our own.
Her pregnancies have added their own demands, and as a result, my rear has seen frequent service—whether under paddle and cane, or the more intimate use of her strap-on. It’s a release for Anna, an outlet for the stress of work and the strain of carrying our child, and an arrangement that continues to serve us both well.
We also have a mountain retreat—a haven where Anna and I can disappear on weekends, escaping the daily grind when she needs rest. Occasionally, given the right circumstances, she will retreat there with Michael instead.
Over time, daily life at home has shifted in many ways. I am no longer perpetually naked, and most nights I share Anna’s bed, though I return to my old arrangements when Michael visits. Caring for a young child has made life more hectic, and exhaustion is sometimes my own. Still, my devotion to Anna is unwavering; the routine of caring for her and accepting her discipline remains an essential cornerstone of who we are.
To preserve balance in our FLR, we’ve claimed a space in the basement—a soundproofed sanctuary, fully outfitted for our private rituals. Here, Anna enforces her authority, and our roles are quietly reaffirmed away from curious eyes. The once-solitary punishment chair now stands as an integral fixture, emblematic of the life and structure we have shaped. However busy our lives, Anna’s authority is absolute—and through it, our bond only deepens.
To outward appearances, we are the quintessential perfect couple—respected and admired—yet no one, save a select few, could fathom the unique energy that powers our connection. Perhaps they never would understand, even if we tried to explain.
I remain caged, coming up on five years now without release. My devotion to Anna is total, and many men would find such a life unimaginable—not merely for the denial, but the absence of any real desire for release. For me, climax is an end to the anticipation that animates our passion; I never wish for that excitement to fade. The slow build, the aching focus, ennoble my devotion to Anna and enrich every moment we share. If men understood the dynamism of the male libido, I daresay many would leap at the chance to live as I do.
Now pregnant with our daughter, Anna remains unwavering—a firm and loving taskmistress. Even as her pregnancy reshapes her, neither her authority nor her resolve wavers. She disciplines me precisely when necessary, always with that playful “lover’s bite” we both relish. Her discipline reinforces our contract, the clarity and respect we cherish. I’m rarely permitted relief through a ruined orgasm; Anna delights in keeping me balanced on that delicate edge, through teasing or denial—by hand, or pegging—maintaining my “equipment,” as she teases, and my focus always on her. Her strength, wisdom, and deep love are the foundation of our relationship; with each passing day, incredibly, I find myself loving her more.
Michael, too, remains a vital part of our lives, along with his wife Maddie. In time, I’ve come to savor the ritual of pleasuring Michael, always under Anna’s attentive supervision. We’ve discussed it openly; its excitement is a gift to us both. Michael enjoys the dynamic as much as we do. He often joins Anna in teasing me—sometimes praising my efforts or jesting that I ought to gain more practice. Anna’s sense of humor is unpredictable, so I never rule out any possibility entirely.
Michael and I are comfortable in our rapport, and shared inside jokes abound—like my having swallowed far more of Michael’s cum than Anna ever has. When Anna overheard our laughter and demanded an explanation, my hesitance earned me time with the paddle and cane—though she was just as amused in the end.
Unconventional as our arrangement may seem, it is an elegant fit for us. There is no resentment or jealousy, only respect, trust, and genuine care. Michael is an extension of our family. His wife, Maddie, while unaware of the depth of his connection with Anna, regularly observes how strong our marriage appears—her own relationship, ironically, thriving all the more for it. As crazy as it sounds, Maddie and Michael will occasionally baby sit our son. Does she sense that there is a greater connection? I’m not sure, but she certainly loves him like her own. Beyond that,
I can’t help but think that Anna’s boundless ability to lift those she loves has touched Michael and Maddie, too. As the song says, “You make everything better.”
Soon our daughter will arrive—a cherished new chapter for our family.
Life is good, and only gets richer with time.
Sally remains an ever-present part of our circle, slipping seamlessly into our lives, especially when Anna’s work or pregnancy demands much of her. Whether it’s play, discipline, or teasing, Sally’s free-spirited enthusiasm is a joy. Unapologetic and adventurous, she walks her own path. Under her influence, Chris has delved even deeper into FLR and seems to flourish—by all accounts, their FLR is a solid 4-plus on the four-point scale.
I also bear a tattoo now. Anna and I considered it early on but never quite agreed on the particulars. We joked about placement—my buttocks were ruled out, lest it suffer a beating or that infamous “Lover’s Bite.” At last, we chose a spot above my pubic mound, an unambiguous symbol of my devotion. For a while, we debated designs: a crescent moon and “Anna’s Property” among them—nothing felt quite right.
A year ago, we made our choice. Medium-sized, just above my pubic mound, the tattoo is a heart inscribed with Anna’s name at its center, ringed by the words, “Take Forever.” Bold, unmistakable, and deeply personal—it serves as daily proof of our loyalty, our trust, and the enduring commitment that defines us. Each time I see it, I am reminded—grounded in the life and promises Anna and I have made.
We know our life is far from conventional. Many would never accept it—especially the ways by which we’ve grown our family. But for us, it’s perfect. Our love expands with every year and every child, and I believe the world is in no danger of having too much love, however it’s found.
To those that condemn us, or are angry about my story, which I am sure there are many, and want to lash out, I say, get over it. There are trillions of things in this world that can make us angry. If you just took a tiny tiny fraction of them, you would be angry all the time. I know there are plenty of people out there like that and it only makes them miserable. It is like when one might be driving to work and someone cuts you off, and then they have the temerity to flip you off and you get angry. They win… they made you angry and for some people it ruins their entire day. That’s sad and self destructive. I say, laugh at them and move on… you will be a better and happier person.
There is little in this life we truly control, but the most vital thing is ourselves. If we grant others’ actions and judgments the power to incite us, we surrender. We choose victimhood, and that can never lead to a life worth celebrating. A plague I have in the house simply said, ”Live, Laugh, Love.”
Those are the words we live by.
Jason And Anna
