When she is fucking you, it’s not the pleasurable sensation of the base of her strap-on on her clit she’s getting off on. She can rub her clit better and quicker with her own fingers.
No. How she feels about pegging is mostly about *fucking you*. That she’s penetrated you. In where your defenses were highest. Beaten you. Accepted your submission and taken you as hers. This is stress relief, this is letting go, this is taking the reigns and this is one of the deepest most intimate moments in your relationship.
She knows that it is uncomfortable and that is just fine. In fact, your discomfort increases her pleasure. She isn’t looking to hurt you but she wants you to understand that you are at her mercy. She gets off on the fact that she COULD hurt you if she wanted to. She wants you to understand that she is in control of the situation. She wants you to know that she chooses to be gentle but one overzealous thrust and you could be gritting your teeth in agony.
From the moment that she asks you to get on your knees and suck it for her, she derives no pleasure from the piece of plastic that you are gagging on. Her pleasure comes from the penises that she has sucked and the feeling of dominance that has been exerted by kneeling in front of you and the men before you.
When she enters you, she knows that this is the most tender moment. When you ask her to put it in gently, she thinks of the times that you’ve pushed a bit too hard, a bit too quick, and the discomfort that it caused her. She thinks of the men before you and the discomfort that they have caused her. She is taking this part of the relationship back and she absolutely loves the role reversal. This is about unwinding the mind fuck that her sex life has been up until this point and showing one man. Just one man. What it is like to be on the submissive end of an act that is by its very nature dominated by the male.
She determines how long, how fast, how hard. All of the details are up to her and once she decides it is done, she simply pulls out and tells you that you are done for the night. She relishes in the fact that you feel dominated. You feel as if you have submitted your sexuality. You don’t have the same feelings of domination and victory that you typically get from sex. You feel a sense of pleasure but you also need her to hold you and reassure you that she loves you and everything is going to be alright.…
