I had a realization recently that struck me so deeply I’ve been turning it over in my mind for days. It’s the kind of realization that shifts the way you see your partner, your relationship, and even yourself. It changes the way I’ve framed my interactions, it has made me shift the way I see the most essential relationships in my life. The breakthrough came so simply and it was so obvious that I was probably the only person who didn’t see it. Submission means love.
I don’t mean that in a surface level kinky D/s dynamics though yes, in my relationship, there is certainly erotic play in submission. What I’m talking about runs so much deeper. It’s about what it means to me, as a woman, to feel a man give himself fully, not just his body but his ego, his defenses, his control. When a man submits to me, I feel his love in the purest, most undeniable way. For me, submission has become synonymous with devotion, loyalty, and security. I cannot ever feel fully secure with a man unless he submits to me, regularly. Only when you let your walls of masculinity down and I’ll bring my walls of protection down.
This one is a little psychology heavy, especially referencing some of the work I’ve done with my therapist, which has given me language which describes some of the deep parts of myself that have a deep need for submission as an entry point and safe place for love to exist.
What Submission Touches in Me
My therapy journey has taught me to look at myself not as one whole personality, but as a collection of parts. We all have parts that carry burdens from childhood, from heartbreak, from insecurities. We all also have protector parts, these are the parts that get loud and controlling when they’re afraid of being hurt. They take over when they want to protect the whole of us.
When I thought about why a man’s submission hits me so profoundly, I realized it speaks directly to some of my most tender parts. I have a part that fears abandonment, a part that worries I might not be enough, a part that wants reassurance that I am safe to love. Submission is medicine for those parts. When my husband kneels for me, or when he lets me guide him sexually, or when he looks up at me for approval—those moments tell those frightened parts of me: he is not leaving, he is not competing, he is not threatening. He is mine. I am safe.
In therapy language, his submission lets my protector parts rest. They don’t have to keep scanning for threats or questioning his loyalty. His actions speak louder than words, telling me “I’m here, and I choose you!” and that is why submission feels like love to me.
Submission Feels More Certain Than Promises
Men can say “I love you” until they’re blue in the face, but words alone have always felt fragile to me. Words can be broken. Words can be empty. Words can cover up lies. But submission? Submission is undeniable. Submission is indisputable. A man cannot fake the vulnerability of yielding. He cannot fake the humility it takes to serve, to defer, to let go of control in front of me.
When he submits, I have a reassurance in my bones that he loves me. Because why else would he do it? What other motive could explain why a man would willingly surrender his ego, his sexual pride, and his masculine armor, unless it was out of deep devotion and love?
This is why I no longer see submission as just a sexual game. It’s a language of love. It’s the language I understand most deeply.
Submission Means He Won’t Leave
One of the biggest fears that lurks in many women’s hearts—myself included—is the fear of being abandoned. No matter how confident, how independent, or how powerful we are, there is a part of me that wonders. Will he leave? Will he find someone better? Is she skinner? Does she have bigger boobs? A better butt?
When my man submits, those fears soften. Because submission isn’t just about what he does with his body. Submission tells me who he is in his spirit. He is declaring that I am his anchor, his home, his priority. A man who kneels for a woman doesn’t just walk out the next day. A man who yields his orgasms to her control, who obeys her rules, who allows her leadership in the bedroom and beyond, he is demonstrating commitment in a way that feels stronger than a marriage license or a vow. His submission says, I belong to you. I don’t want to leave. I couldn’t leave, even if I tried.
The more I push, the more he engages. I admit that I’ve pushed the boundaries since day number one with Kev. We started our journey with male chastity and now we have another man in our bed much of the time. With that, I’ve had constant and unyielding reassurance of Kev’s submission, to me. His is the most powerful form of “I love you.”
Submission is Surrender
There is something so intoxicating about knowing a man is yours. Not just physically yours, not just legally yours, but truly yours. That he has chosen to place himself in your hands, to let you guide his pleasure, his sexuality, his release, his attention. That he delights in your happiness above his own.
When I see a man submit, I don’t see weakness, I see absolute strength in love. It takes courage for a man, raised in a world that tells him to dominate. While he may dominate in other forms of his life, he instead softens, bows his head and gives himself to me. When he does that, I feel ownership. Not ownership in a cruel sense, but in the sweetest, most romantic way. He is mine, and he wants to be mine. His submission proves it.
When a man is mine in this way, I don’t fear competition. I don’t compare myself to other women. I don’t spiral into insecurity. His submission is my reminder that there is no better for him, because what he wants, what he craves, is me. In fact he may be aroused by others, but the more I deny him, the more he craves me above all others. He would never leave because his sexual energy is wrapped up in his submission, his submission to me is the greatest sexual high that he has experienced in his adult life. He is in love with me and the moments he expresses submission are the moments that I truly feel it.
It isn’t about my dominance and it never has been, it is about a deep need for his authentic submission.
Submission Feeds Intimacy
I can’t talk about submission without talking about sex and not just because sexual submission is unbelievably erotic but because there is no truer language than sexuality. When a man gives himself sexually, regularly, it’s not just hot, it’s healing. Every time I instruct him to kneels between my thighs, every time he waits for permission to orgasm, every time he accepts my rules with a needy, mischievous grin, those moments cement intimacy in my mind.
Those moments are proof that he trusts me more than he trusts his own ego. He trusts me enough to surrender the very thing men are taught to guard, their sexual pride. And that level of intimacy is rare, precious, and addictive. Submission doesn’t just turn me on. It connects me to him in a way that no flowers, no gifts, no promises could ever do. Submission is my greatest truth of love and commitment and the feeling of love is undeniable.
Psychology has taught me that my inner child still longs for reassurance. She still worries about being left behind due to past trauma. She still wants proof that she is loved in a way that no one else can undo. Submission has become one of the ways my husband gives that little girl inside me what she needs.
When he kneels for me, when he serves me, when he accepts my instructions and lets me guide him, those parts of me exhale. They feel secure. They feel chosen. They feel loved. Submission has been healing and it’s not just sexy play, it’s therapy for my tender parts. It has rewritten old stories inside me about abandonment and unworthiness. It has given me a new story: I am loved, I am chosen, I am safe.
Submission Lasts Longer Than Romance
Romance is beautiful, but it fades. Grand gestures come and go. Lust waxes and wanes. But submission has a staying power that feels eternal. Because once a man has learned to love through deep emotional and sexual submission, he cannot easily unlearn it. Once he finds his meaning and purpose in being mine, in serving, there’s no going back. It becomes who he is, how he loves, how he shows up. Compersion becomes one of his deepest and most authentic ways to show love. That’s why I believe submission isn’t just a kinky accessory to a relationship. It is essential and for me and my emotional well being, it has become the most solid foundation I can imagine.
I’ve come to accept that I’m not like the other girls. I require more. I require something different. I don’t just want flowers or promises or empty words. I want the living proof of devotion in submission. I need a man to show me that I’m not too much for him, no matter how much I push the boundary. I need a man that he doesn’t just tolerate my desires but embraces and encourages them. I need a man who will suggest new ways that push the boundaries of submission for me, to bring things to me that make him uncomfortable and ask how they make me feel. A man that can stand in the glow of my intensity and see it not a burden but a gift. A man that can show me I am chosen, not in spite of who I am, but because of it.
I share all of this because I want other women to realize that submission isn’t just a game, it isn’t just about sex, and it isn’t just about control. It’s about love. You feel loved when he submits because a man’s submission is proof of his loyalty, his devotion, and his willingness to choose you again and again. It’s a language many of us haven’t been taught to read, but once you learn to see it, it changes everything.
So if you’re a woman who craves reassurance, who wants to feel chosen, who wants a love that cannot be shaken, I encourage you to explore what submission can mean in your relationship. Work through the guilt of disobeying the rules that society made for women and make your own rules. Let your man give love to you in this way. Let him show his love not just in words, but in his erotic surrender. Let his submission be your evidence of the love you’ve always wanted.
Because once you see submission as love, you will never doubt his devotion again. Once you stop overanalyzing and feeling dirty or wrong about your deep need for hit to submit, you free yourself to love in a new way that inspires confidence and accepts his authentic love.
My realization that submission means love has changed the way I see my relationship. It has deepened my appreciation for my husband’s devotion, soothed my old insecurities, and given me a language for why his surrender feels so healing. It has helped me connect psychology with passion, healing with eroticism, and therapy with love. And most importantly, it has given this entire website more meaning. Why do I write what I write? I write it as a testament to the loving submission that my husband gives me and a way to find a truer more authentic self that makes me feel secure, chosen, and cherished in a way I never thought possible. His submission is my proof. His submission is my safety. His submission is my forever.
When he submits to me I feel safe, and that safety feels like the truest form of love.
Evolving the Conversation
- Do you see submission as a form of love in your own relationship? Why or why not?
- How do you think women’s fears of abandonment influence the way they interpret men’s submission?
- Could submission be a 6th “love language” in your life? What would that look like for you?
- Does submission builds stronger long-term intimacy than traditional romance? Why?
